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  • I cannot believe I won. I'm not being facetious when I say I haven't won much in life, so this means a lot. Especially because my writing journey has been incredibly difficult -- posting my story was nerve-wracking. I wasn’t sure if anyone would understand it, or if it would resonate. But it did. And I’m so, so grateful.
    ellekaldwin
    ellekaldwin
    From there, I created Renata -- a woman in a Bavarian city on the brink of collapse during Fasching, the traditional pre-Lenten festival celebrated with costumes, masks, dancing, and mischief. The people wear Maschkera during the festival; a wooden mask meant to disguise identity, invite chaos, and protect from spirits. In folklore, masks also help us trick fate, or at least delay it.
    ellekaldwin
    ellekaldwin
    Renata’s world is ending -- or maybe it already has -- and she’s clinging to memory, love, and ritual as the clock ticks forward. Or… backward.
    Thank you to everyone who read it, voted for it, and saw something in this strange little tale. It means more than I can put into words. Truly.
    tl;dr: thank you!!
    Woof
    Woof
    I really enjoyed it. It felt like a dance :)
    On a nonfiction kick, mostly journalism. Just finished Dave Cullen's Columbine, I'm hoping to pick up his book on Parkland from the library when it's available. Harrowing and haunting, but his writing is excellent. Highly recommend if this is a subject you're interested in, but I advise taking breaks because the subject matter can get very heavy.
    It's as if it's caught in my throat, choking and suffocating me. There's something that just...blocks me from getting past it.
    Madman Starryteller
    Madman Starryteller
    You should see a doctor about that. Unless you are somehow talking about writing and comparing it to choking?
    ellekaldwin
    ellekaldwin
    It's about writing. A wave of anxiety mixed with panic and frustration stop me from actually letting it out. I'll sit with a blank document or reread my writings over the years and just wish I had that 'spark' back. I used to write so much! But, aside from the roleplay entry, I haven't written anything.
    Madman Starryteller
    Madman Starryteller
    It sucks when we're stuck. I hope things get better for you and that the words may flow again.
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