I was suprised how many emotions i had while i was closing it all down... sadness for the site i've been a member of for 9 years staff for 6 and admin for 3, anger at Daniel that it ended this way... you probably saw that i let it out a bit on the last couple of posts, relief that i don't have to cover up for him any more
the whole site may well die from non payment of sever fees in the next week anyway, so if youy want to be deleted now is the time to tell me if you haven't already (incidentally i can't delete the recent posts etc widgets because the layout editor is returning an error... the whole site is falling apart - me thinks we got out just in time.)
anyway its done, the site is dead, long live the site... it is not an ending but a start of a new chapter