How do you create? What do you create? Do you like the process? Let's play gods and talk creation!
How: I create spontaneously. I think that's the best single word I can put on it. I don't typically get inspired by anything I see or hear out in the world, at least not at the time of seeing or hearing; but it might plant an idea that shows up later. Most creative projects start when I'm letting my mind wander, actively daydreaming, or sleep-dreaming. The process of refining these ideas and elaborating on them involves more directed effort, of course.
What: Mainly novels and short stories, with the occasional poem. I sometimes draw what I write about or write about what I draw.
Do I like the process? Yeah, I love it! There's something infinitely precious (and, dare I say, sacred? Why, I think I do dare!) about finding a moment of inspiration—a flash of imagery, an inner voice, a feeling, a concept, whatever it is—and choosing to bring it with you, to labor over it and nourish it, to unwrap it and see that, verily, there's a whole world contained within. Amazing.
I enjoy the initial rush where everything outside the central inspiration is rough and nebulous, when the story is still unformed and anything could happen, where ideas just pour forth. I enjoy the middle stage where things start to become more concrete, but are still quite generic, lacking identity and specificity. What I
love is the phase where deeper refinement happens, when the thing is oozing character, when it has accrued real depth and personality and you're intimately familiar with it all. I love connecting new ideas to old ones, tightening up the tapestry, retconning previous drafts to make it so that this character or that concept were always part of it.
I don't love only the finished product, but every iteration of it that manifests along the way: the shy, plain first draft; the unsure-of-itself second draft; the haughty fifth draft that ended up mostly scrapped...
I love the feeling of knowing it's all yours, that you're the only one privileged to see all this stuff and the only one allowed to tamper with it; I also love the part that comes later, when you share it with others.
I believe that to create is to be aligned with the universe's foremost purpose.
True that, in my view. I think it's a great route to higher, more expansive consciousness; a Gods-eye view, if you will. When you hold entire worlds within yourself, watch them unfold through growth and change, and love them even though they may contain darkness and villainy and suffering, it creates a certain resonance with something greater than yourself—the small self, that is.