What made me happy today?

I'll let you know if I ever fall asleep. Maybe two hours last night?
I hesitated mentioning this the other day as you said the house has been cleared of alcohol - I presume that means drinking might result in more smoking. For what it's worth, that's what got me through those initial sleepless nights. Drinking too much. Probably helped that there's no corner store within walking distance, so there simply weren't any options for giving in to temptation.
 
I finished drafting a short story a little under 7k words. It's a historical fantasy set in West Africa during the early Middle Ages, with the hero being a traveling Saxon warrior from northern Europe who rescues a local princess and helps her retake her kingdom from an evil sorcerer. I hope it'll turn good after some revision!

Sounds great, but I'd caution you to be careful of the "white saviour" trope, if you intend to submit it. Of course, do as you feel is right, but just be aware that could be an issue if editors at many mainstream publications read it that way. If you're self-publishing, that's not an issue.

At the risk of creating yet another heated topic, I'll leave off that strand of the discussion from now, and I won't respond publicly to it.
 
One thing that made a great impression on me every time was the day (Day 4 or so?) when full sensation returned to my fingertips. It was a bit gradual so that the day before, I'd usually be mashing, squeezing, and rubbing them. It felt like mashinh the nicotine out of their flesh, but more likely it was massaging circulation and oxygen in.
 
Burning organic matter (tobacco) produces carbon monoxide which displaces oxygen in the blood stream, The more CO that binds to hemoglobin instead of O2 causes cellular hypoxia, oxidative stress, and inflammation, and is particularly damaging to the brain and heart. You may as well be breathing the fumes from a diesel powered city bus. (Putting that picture in my mind helped me realize the need to stop smoking)
 
I hesitated mentioning this the other day as you said the house has been cleared of alcohol - I presume that means drinking might result in more smoking. For what it's worth, that's what got me through those initial sleepless nights. Drinking too much. Probably helped that there's no corner store within walking distance, so there simply weren't any options for giving in to temptation.

Slept like a baby last night, though I did snap upright in bed a few times with what I can only describe as a... withdrawal jolt. Like I would normally turn over but remembered I didn't smoke anymore and sat up? Weird.
One thing that made a great impression on me every time was the day (Day 4 or so?) when full sensation returned to my fingertips. It was a bit gradual so that the day before, I'd usually be mashing, squeezing, and rubbing them. It felt like mashinh the nicotine out of their flesh, but more likely it was massaging circulation and oxygen in.
Yes! I only started experiencing this the last year or so and thought it was a guitar thing, but then it migrated into my toes and I was like, oh, that's gotta be a circulation thing.

29:14:58 left and I feel great. Withdrawal pains were never that bad and are fading and less frequent by the hour. If it's the Buproprion, I can't recommend it enough. My experience had been very atypical compared to normal smoking cessation.
 
So, a few days ago the AC in my car broke down, because it ran out of gas. And it's summer here.

But I managed to find a local garage who kindly agreed to book me in and fix it on the morning of New Year's Eve.

I'm happy about that. :)
 
Pff. Weak. Here's how real men do it in Afghanistan.

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I'm pretty sure that's Photoshop. ;-)

But even if it's real, I don't know that much about cars. (No-one can know everything about everything). So I'm happy to pay an expert to do it properly, rather than do it myself and stuff it up. ;-P
 
Made it through to 96 hours without smoking, so hopefully, I will reach at least 120 hours. Then a full week would be good. That damn urge to reach for a cig will hopefully fade.
You can do it! I just hit 72 and have no desire. I'm having a little whiskey and some wine and can't believe how good everything tastes. All the notes and shit I thought I knew about I can actually taste again. Never lighting up again. If I don't cheat once I can declare victory... so that's what I'm doing!
 
You can do it! I just hit 72 and have no desire. I'm having a little whiskey and some wine and can't believe how good everything tastes. All the notes and shit I thought I knew about I can actually taste again. Never lighting up again. If I don't cheat once I can declare victory... so that's what I'm doing!
You all are making excellent decisions, I have to say. I lost my uncle to the age of 48 because of tobacco, whom I miss a lot. He smoked something like a pack a day, if memory serves. He tried to quit several times but couldn't do it.

My Dad was a heavy smoker as well. He quit pretty quickly when he became a radiologist at the local hospital and witnessed what those things do to you through the magic of xrays. He also sold his sports motorcycle and made it clear that he'd never agree or approve of my siblings and I owning one.
 
I lost my uncle to the age of 48 because of tobacco, whom I miss a lot. He smoked something like a pack a day, if memory serves. He tried to quit several times but couldn't do it.

My Dad was a heavy smoker as well. He quit pretty quickly when he became a radiologist at the local hospital and witnessed what those things do to you through the magic of xrays. He also sold his sports motorcycle and made it clear that he'd never agree or approve of my siblings and I owning one.

Sorry to hear about your uncle, ps102. 🫂 I lost a grandfather and an uncle to smoking-related diseases as well. Both my parents also smoked heavily, but I and my sisters nagged them to quit.
 
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